Sunday, August 12, 2012

Living Life..

It's been pretty silent on the blog lately. Believe it or not we've been doing things, going places and just living life. We've had a few rough weeks in our house. It began two weeks ago with the kids getting strep and being sicker than they've ever been, and ended with us dealing with my miscarriage last week at almost 10 weeks pregnant. I debated mentioning the miscarriage on here, but since I do document our life, and it isn't a secret, I wanted to. Hardest thing we've been through, no doubt. I know it was part of God's plan for our life and we are at peace with that. Last Tuesday when we confirmed that we had indeed had a miscarriage, my devotion began with, "Understanding will never bring you peace. That's why I've instructed you to trust in Me, not in your understanding." And it ended with, "Actually, you are always enveloped in Peace, which is inherent in My presence. As you look to Me, you gain awareness of this precious Peace." I hung on to those words and we moved through the next few days slowly and sadly, but accepting of what was happening in a more positive way, feeling loved and knowing God had us in His hands. The kids went off to Montgomery for a few days so that I could have my surgery and rest/relax/heal with some peace, which was exactly what I needed. And we headed to the lake this weekend, which is also just what I needed. To get out of this house that I felt like I'd been cooped up in for two weeks. So, now I am blogging about Lilla's 3rd birthday, which was the last thing we did before our dramatic two weeks began.

She had a fun mermaid party at the lake. The kids had a blast swimming and playing. I can't believe she is 3! Seems like she was just born yesterday.
Life will get busy this week with preschool starting Wednesday, but we are READY and Simms is so excited!

11 comments:

The Howell's said...

First, I am so sorry to hear about your miscarraige. I know that must be terrible to go through. Second, I love the pictures from Lillas party. What precious little kiddos! I wish we could have stopped by that day but we were moving!

Tyre Gill said...

Still praying! Can't wait to come to Manchester and hug your neck!

Natalie said...

Oh Margaret :( I am so sorry. We know where our comfort comes from and where our trust should go but I know it just still hurts so bad. Prayers for you and your little family during this time. xoxo wish I could give you a hug.
Nat

Jessica said...

Praying for you. I suffered a misscarriage a year ago... It was SO hard. Praying for healing for you and Drew and trusting that the Lord has something wonderful in store for your sweet family.

Wilson's Winners said...

so sorry friend....i had no idea. hang in there --- hugs.....

Wilson's Winners said...

will be praying too!!!!!

Janice said...

So sorry. Thinking of you and praying for you.

Lauren said...

Margaret, I'm so, so sorry! It's amazing what struggles we are able to fight through. This must the be the "small outpatient procedure" you mentioned on instagram. You made it sound like you had a mole removed!
Give yourself some credit---there is nothing small about it! Sending hugs and prayers your way.

Erin said...

Margaret- I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I understand the pain that comes from that kind of loss. You will be in my prayers.

Jessica Johnson said...

So sorry to hear this, praying for you and can't wait to see you all tomorrow.

Anonymous said...

nMargaret-so sorry to hear your news. I know that is tough. Will be praying for you!! Oh, and as always the Simms and Cope are SOOOOO cute!!